Being the Best Me I Can Be

I used to think that was dumb.  I mean, I am ENOUGH where I am.  Jesus loves me, my family loves me, and I don’t HAVE to change to prove that I am worthy.  I know all of these things. … Continue reading

After Years of Struggle, I Have Found My Sweet Spot: You Can, Too!

Friends.  If you don’t know my story, I will share it briefly here… I have a long history of anxiety.  I didn’t know that that’s what I was suffering with until I went to a psychologist right out of high … Continue reading

My Life is Changed for the Better

Most of you know my story. Losing my brother to suicide. Depression. Bipolar 2. Severe anxiety. Suicidal ideations. Trying to work and having to quit more times than I can count. Trying to homeschool so many times. Alcoholism. Inpatient stays … Continue reading

Remember: God Has a Plan + My Focus Now

These past few days have been rough.  Really hard.  I have had severe anxiety and felt myself getting depressed yesterday. I decided to put a stop to it and today I’m so much better. Let me back up… Monday I woke … Continue reading

Feeling Refreshed

This week was everything that I needed that I didn’t realize I needed. I made some closer connections to friends here at camp and that was the most important part for me.  My heart is full. Another important part was … Continue reading

God Truly Has Plan, and I Have Confidence in That

We are currently at my in-laws in New Mexico and this is the first time that we have been here that I haven’t been struggling a ton.  This past December I wasn’t feeling well.  Last summer I was struggling with … Continue reading

Gratitude: Grateful No Matter What

It’s not Grati-Tuesday or Thankful Thursday, but I just have to share some gratitude that I am gushing with. God is so so good.  I have a hard time seeing it sometimes because of struggle and pain, but I am … Continue reading

Maintaining Consistency on Things that Matter to Me

Consistency is hard for me.  I am a planner and plan to do things often that I struggle with follow through on or just give up when things don’t go as planned.  This has been a struggle for me my … Continue reading

Recovering Beautifully

I wrote a piece for Juggling the Jenkins blog.  If she chooses it, it will go on the blog and in her new book.  We’ll see!  I thought I’d share it here because it’s a short version of my story. … Continue reading