Last weekend I decided that I needed to treat sodas like I do alcohol because I sure drink them the same, and I decided to quit completely. I have been putting this off for many reasons: I didn’t want to … Continue reading
The past 2 weeks have been long and stressful and amazing. I was in town 10 times in those 2 weeks (either Kerrville or Rocksprings). Karis broke her arm and we went to urgent care on Monday the 9th, Karis started school on the 10th, choir was on the 11th, we went to the orthopedic doctor on the 12th, the 14th we went to Wild Seed Farms and Robert and I had a date day (amazing day!!!!!), the 15th we went to the Alumni meeting at La Hacienda and I got my 1 year chip (and we picked up the kids), the 16th I went to AA (and Robert took Ethan to the ER that night for asthma), the 17th I went to town to get Ethan’s steroid med filled, the 18th was choir, the 19th Karis met with her partner for science fair at the library, and Friday Ethan and I went to the doc for a follow up and we got groceries. The urgent care, ER, and doctors were not good (well, the docs and stuff were great but having to go wasn’t good), but the rest was! And I’m really starting to feel better. I’m having a few physical symptoms that I’m not sure about, but I’m still just taking it one day at a time. I might go back to the doctor eventually. It’s nothing extreme. And tomorrow I will see my psychiatrist. That’ll be good! I don’t think I really need to make any changes. I feel like things are going better and while I do have anxiety still, I don’t want to take more meds and I think it’s just something I have to live with. I’ve learned a lot of coping skills and put those into place when I’m struggling. Things are going well for the first time in a long time!
Tuesday we had “HAF (Home Away From) Homes.” This is time with our gap year students (well, 3 of them). We share with our neighbors who we love deeply. It’s such a sweet time!
Friday was so fun. I had an entire day with Ethan. The appointment with the doctor went super well. We got all of his asthma meds refilled and we’re going to focus on getting him completely stable in that area. He got a flu shot. Then we got donuts and got some blood work done to see what he’s allergic to. We got groceries (I spent very little and am so proud of myself!) and we got Halloween costumes. Then went to eat at a Chinese restaurant (Ethan’s choice).
This past weekend was so productive.
Saturday I cleaned the house nearly spotless. It has been a long time coming! I have just been having the kids clean it and obviously that means that things weren’t being cleaned super well. So I deep cleaned the bathrooms. I cleaned the floors. I cleaned and organized my bedroom (desperately needed to be done… I had piles everywhere). I got caught up on laundry. Washed some sheets (I need to finish that this week), and washed towels and bathroom mats. The kids cleaned their rooms (not spotless, but good enough for now). I did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen.
After the kids cleaned, they enjoyed time with their friends and Levi enjoyed time reading fall and Halloween books that I pulled out :-). At the end of the day we watched a movie as a family (Spiderwick Chronicles… so good!).
Sunday I did a bunch of food prep! Mini whole wheat pumpkin banana muffins. Homemade whole wheat bread (though it didn’t rise real well). I made lunches for 4 days. I bagged snacks. Cut cantaloupe. Cut veggies for the veggie tray. Froze pumpkin in candy molds for smoothies.
The kids were out playing with friends this whole time. The boys went fishing in the river. Karis played with her friends. I love that they have each other!
Robert worked, then he had to go pick up the camp jeep because it broke down.
At the end of the day I did a quick pick up of the house, finished the dishes, set the coffee up for the next day, signed the kids folders, and did a little bit of spot sweeping. I went to bed exhausted and fell asleep pretty quickly! It was so great!
I really think having all three kids in school is the best for our family. I feel so much better mentally/emotionally. The kids are thriving. Karis is actually doing so much better this time. She feels somewhat stressed, but she’s handling it very well. I encourage her constantly and she has amazing teachers. She’s making A’s and B’s! A 100 in science and even an 86 in math! This is HUGE, especially since she came in late in the school year. Also, she’s doing well writing with her left hand since her write arm has a cast on it!
Yesterday I went to AA (always amazing!), then I had a nice lunch on the patio of Chili’s afterwards. Then Walmart, then home! We had dinner with friends last night. It was so amazing!
I always get my Sonic Coke Zero with lime before AA. And there’s a dollar there because they take up donations to pay for the fee for using the building, material, etc. That’s my AA Big Book. We read “How It Works” last week and this week. It’s my favorite chapter in the book. It tells you how to work the 12 steps.
The burger was a Smokehouse Cheeseburger. It had a special sauce, crumbled bacon, 2 amazing onion rings, and all the veggies. It was so amazing, and of course I love their fries.
Today I’m hosting ladies’ Bible study here. It’s always a sweet time of fellowship.
Life is good!! Praise God for this!!
This has been an extremely busy weekend so far!!
The kids did most of the cleaning on Friday. I just did some touch up. I am so thankful that they can do that because I had so much cooking and food prep to do.
We had HAF (“home away from”) Homes Friday night with some summer staff. We had homemade carnitas, pinto beans, Spanish rice, homemade guacamole, banana pudding, and coconut oatmeal cookies. And sweet tea and hibiscus mint tea. So I was in the kitchen allllll afternoon and evening. It was so fun though!
The kids helped in the kitchen (well, Karis and Ethan).
The carnitas look pretty in the Instant Pot (one of these days I’ll get around to sharing the recipe!). We also had my favorite corn and wheat tortillas and Spanish rice made from a package (everything else was homemade… just not the rice). Robert makes the best homemade guacamole.
The summer staff and my kids played Mario Cart for a long time after dinner!
One thing that made me happy was when one of the summer staff told me that my home is very warm and peaceful. I have been told that before and that is always my goal! I want people to feel comfortable here.
That night I had a LOT of anxiety. I’m not even sure why, I just know that I had a hard time breathing. I have been much better since, though!
Yesterday I made some peanut butter pies, then got things ready to have people over again. We had a meet and greet last night for a prospective maintenance tech and his wife. It went so well! We all loved them!
Then I did a ton of prep work for the week!
I cut veggies for the week and took the grapes off the vine.
I made whole wheat pumpkin banana muffins (for the week) and pumpkin banana bread (for the meet and greet, and no one touched it…).
I had a piece of the bread and it was soooooo amazing. I know it’s a little early for pumpkin, but I get ready for fall super early since it’s my favorite season!
My neighbor gave me a sweet gift and card yesterday.
The candle is fall scented. It smells amazing! And I love the lotion and I needed some chapstick. The little booklet that she gave me has ways to handle issues with kids including the scripture to go with it. So cool! This gift meant SO much to me. I often feel like I’m annoying to others because of my anxiety so receiving a gift just encouraged me so much.
Today is going to be a nice, relaxing Self Care Sunday.
I’m writing this blog post and another one coming up. I’m planning to read. Maybe take a nap. I will do a little bit more prep including baking some bread (which I love doing), but not much else! I might also do one load of laundry.
This coming week is going to be pretty laid back. Tomorrow I am having some more summer staff over for dessert and coffee (my “Fruit Group,” which is some ladies).
The kids will continue to do their reading and math every day. I will keep up with the house by doing a load of laundry a day, having the kids do their chores, and tidying each day. We will do one hike/nature walk this week, probably in the evening with Robert again. It was so nice last week.
We leave on the 19th to visit my inlaws, then go to Family Camp at Glorieta in New Mexico (which is our yearly vacation)! I am beyond excited. I am not even that anxious about it this year because I’m not drinking anymore and I know what to expect! It’s a very fun and relaxing week! There will be arrow tag, hiking, mountain biking, nerf room, blacklight dodge ball, foam pit, ice cream, coffee shop, good food, putt putt golf, mountain scooters, drift trikes, 50’s night, western night, dances, a date night, white water rafting (if we can afford it, it’s an additional fee), waterfront, inflatables, naps, games, and most importantly worship! We will also have a counselor assigned to us! And a lot of our friends here at Camp Eagle are going too so we will get to have fun together!
OH! And today is 9 months sober!!!! This is HUGE! It feels like yesterday that I went into La Ha, but it’ll be a year before I know it. I am so much healthier than I was. I have grown so much over the past 9 months!
What are your plans this week?
Any plans for a vacation soon?
Yesterday I met my mom in Kerrville for her to pick the kids up and take them to her house. They are there till Monday. I spent a lot of the day today being lazy.
At about 3:45 I had had enough of that so I got up and got busy! I cut up veggies and baked some muffins. Robert came home about the time that I was going to cut a cantaloupe and honey dew. He ended up cutting it for me, then he pan-seared some salmon and chicken breast for me to have over salads this coming week. I bagged mixed nuts for snacks, made pumpkin steel cut oats in the instant pot, tore lettuce and put it in a big container to have salads, made homemade dressings (creamy buffalo and balsamic vinaigrette), and made quinoa.
I also have peeled boiled eggs (I buy them boiled and peeled from Walmart!) and Greek yogurt to grab for snacks or to go with meals!
I feel like I am set up for success! It feels so good.
All of this work only took a few hours! It helps that Robert pitched in!
On a similar note…
I started the Healthy Habits Happy Moms Balance 365 program several weeks ago. The idea is to pick one healthy habit at a time to focus on, and once you are consistent with it for a time, then you add another one. It’s slllloooowwww and hard sometimes. I have honestly struggled with even figuring out what to start with because I feel like I’m not at all where I want to be with my health. I am learning to love my body the way it is, but I know that I have a ways to go in the health department. But dieting isn’t the answer. It’s not healthy, it isn’t sustainable, and it actually leads to bingeing and weight gain. So I want to be okay with the slowness of this program.
Robert and I were talking earlier and I realized that he’s right… I need to focus 100% on being active again. So many reasons. I have high cholesterol and the meds that I was on cause high liver enzymes… since I am an alcoholic my doctor prefers for me to not take them unless I have to (even though I’m not drinking anymore!). Also. With my generalized anxiety disorder and the return of the weird physical symptoms, being outside hiking is REALLY good for that. It’s one of the best things for anxiety, actually. My counselor has told me that she wants me to walk 30 minutes a day and I haven’t been doing that. I find joy in being outside. I love hiking. I have just gotten out of the habit. I used to hike ALL THE TIME. Also, we are backpacking in a couple of months and I am NOT physically ready for that! It’s just the best habit to focus on right now!
My goal is 2-3 times a week by myself and once a week with the kids to do their nature study . I would like to do what my counselor told me to do (every day), but I’m going to start slow.
Overall I am doing SO well right now. I just still have this anxiety. And it’s weird that I’m having the breathing issue off and on. I know the anxiety is always going to be there, but my counselor tells me that I can get it more manageable if I get outside exercise. So that is what I will do!
Robert also reminded me that usually when I am active, everything else falls into place. I am more consistent with a lot of things in my life… time in the Word, eating healthier, I’m more active in the community, etc because I’m feeling good mentally!
Yesterday was a pretty low-key day because I was sick.
I budgeted, wrote a grocery list, and wrote out meals that we can cook for this month (with food that we already have)… I will post about that is coming up.
I ordered some groceries on Walmart.com.
I supervised the kids while they cleaned up the house. They do such a great job. I helped a bit.
Today my family went to church without me because I just wasn’t feeling well when I woke up.
Since I didn’t go, I worshipped via You Tube, and I listened to a sermon from my church’s website.
I felt a bit better later in the day (which made me wish I had gone), so I did some cleaning up and laundry. The kids’ did a great job of cleaning the house yesterday, but I decided to clean up their rooms and make their beds for them (they got messy again) because I never do that anymore. I just wanted to serve them. I want them to come home and be able to play all afternoon.
I also did their laundry (again, not something I do often anymore).
They cleaned the bathrooms yesterday, and I just touched them up today.
I just love my little house. It’s perfect for our family.
After cleaning, I prepped some veggies.
I baked a peanut butter cake (without the icing) for breakfasts.
We were planning to go to church today but we all overslept. We had major storms last night and didn’t sleep great, then it was dark till late so it seemed earlier than it was. Robert usually wakes up early so we never set alarms on Sundays. I guess we should have. Oh well.
We started the day with worship online (Preston Trail Community Church). That was great.
Then, I was watching videos on how to teach Karis’ writing and had a thought. What if the boys would be willing to join back together and share a room again?
Since I started homeschooling again I have had to use a corner of my room for a school area.
I desperately wanted a school room and an office again.
I was pleasantly surprised, and they were excited about it! So we got to work and joined their two rooms and made school room/office again!
It took us hours to weed through Ethan’s room and closet. It was a disaster. He always made it seem clean, but there was junk everywhere under his bed and in his closet.
So now their room/closet is organized!
This is our school room/office!
We also did some organizing in Karis’ room since we took the desk back out of her room. She cleaned out from under her bed and the corner which was all FULL of trash and junk. We haven’t touched her closet yet because it will take a full day to organize it’s so full of junk.
Then I got some veggies ready for the week and made protein banana muffins.
We ended the day together watching Rogue One and eating “finger foods.”
I would say today was productive, and I’m very happy with how things turned out. I will sleep good tonight!
We didn’t go to church today because Robert is working and we really can’t afford to drive this week (we had about $300 worth of medical expenses this pay check plus counseling, gas, groceries, etc). Life is expensive. Especially with mental illness (or any illness for that matter). I’m looking forward to less expenses this coming check. We can get through!
The kids touched up the house again and we got caught up on laundry. I made a big pot of oatmeal for Karis and I this week (she is now gluten free so we have to find whole grains for fiber that aren’t wheat).
I spent most of my time today finishing up lesson plans and organizing binders. I also enjoyed some time looking at Teachers Pay Teachers for writing and reading curriculum. It was fun :-).
I’m so excited about the writing and spelling that I have bought (and the reading that I had previously bought).
The spelling is very simple, but that’s exactly what I wanted. It’s a menu of options for practicing the words on the page. It was only $2 for an entire year. Well, we’ll just stop whenever Karis has gone through the whole thing (since we are starting in March, we’ll just continue it after summer).
The writing is my favorite part!!! I bought a 5th grade informative writing bundle and a narrative writing bundle! They are so amazing! I have struggled with writing all along as I’ve homeschooled and this is exactly what I wanted. I let Karis decide what we are starting, and it will be informative. This is a research paper (5 paragraph)! She has never done one, I don’t think. I already bought 6th grade informative and narrative bundles, and I will be buying argumentative, poetry, and writing a novel bundles! I have decided that we will just use these formats from now on. I think she’s going to do really well with them.
I’m also excited about the simple grammar that I bought (decided against what I had from TpT). It’s called Easy Grammar and it’s just that… easy and grammar. I printed the sample lesson for this week!
Karis told me this afternoon (while looking through her binder) that she wants to start today! She doesn’t want to wait till tomorrow :-).
Through planning our history (Story of the World Volume One) the past few days, I’m super excited about it and think that we may actually keep using this instead of moving to Notgrass in the fall. We’ll see! I think it’s more what Karis will like because it’s written in story form and has lots of fun activities to go with it.
We’re also going to do morning time again (Bible study, devotional, and poetry memorization) and art.
Karis is excited about it all.
These are in her binder:
For some reason my pictures of the spelling and history (maps) won’t load. The history is just maps and spelling you can see by clicking the spelling link above.
She will have 3 notebooks: A reading response journal, a writing journal, and a history journal.
She and I are both ready!
Robert will be heading to Rocksprings in the morning before I leave to withdraw her.
Her teacher responded to my email and was very supportive and thinks we’re doing what’s best for her.
She’s excited that she still gets to do choir. She’ll get to see her friends there.
She also has friends here, so she will have plenty of chance for socialization.
I’ll update in the next few days about how things have gone! Check back!
- Cut veggies for lunches and dinners (celery, broccoli, bell pepper, zucchini, squash, acorn squash, sweet potatoes, mushrooms… russet potatoes can’t be cut early)
- Boiled eggs
- Thawed meat
- Pan-seared and sliced chicken breast for salads this week
- Made high protein steel cut oats (Steel cut oats, water, raw sugar, and egg whites)
- Prepped lunches (cottage cheese in containers, bagged up veggies, bagged up Triscuits, bagged up deli meat and cheese, bagged up chicken slices)
- I will make homemade Greek yogurt tomorrow-Tuesday
The kids cleaned up the living room, made their beds, cleaned up their rooms, cleaned the bathrooms, and cleaned the floors. Ethan washed and dried laundry, and they each folded and put away their own.
Here is before:
Here is after:
This week I will spend some time organizing the pantry/fridges/freezers. I have an abundance of food. We won’t need to buy much for the next month or more! Just dairy and produce! No spend month post coming up!
You wouldn’t think that prep and self care would go together, but I have found that self-care for me sometimes means a clean house and everything prepped for the week. Also, lately I haven’t been eating much at all because I didn’t have food prepped. So I will eat this week because I have it prepped.
These are ways I took care of myself:
- Slept till I woke up naturally (still kind of early… 7:15)
- Had coffee and just relaxed for a long time (didn’t start prepping and cleaning till near lunch time)
- Lit candles to smell while I prepped 🙂
- Listened to old music (some of it reminded me of Joey)
What are you doing to prep and/or take care of yourself today?
I woke up late today, but have been busy ever since. I’m finally sitting down (at 2:30) to blog about all that I have been doing today.
The first thing I did when I woke up was have my coffee, plan my day, and spend time in the word. Today was day 1 of the Ruth study on She Reads Truth. This is an old study… one that I missed in the past. I’m not a huge fan of the one that is happening right now, so I went backwards. It is fantastic.
Then I made beds (well, I had the kids make their beds but I went behind them and straightened them because I’m a perfectionist).
Then I straightened up the house. This didn’t take very long because I tend to keep it clean these days. Plus, I have the kids clean up after themselves. It helps that they are only home in the evenings and on the weekends.
Here’s what the house currently looks like:
I updated my meal plan for the month.
Then I started my meal prep.
First, I cut veggies for lunches and dinners.
Then I made healthy snack muffins.
I prepped lunches.
I made dinners for the nights that I will be going to town.
Veggie and meat sauce
Whole wheat penne
I ordered some items from Walmart.com that I will need this week. Friday, I will only have to buy ground beef, produce, and dairy! I will also be picking up some pizzas from Papa Murphy’s for Saturday (my parents will be here).
Next I will be folding and putting away my one load of laundry for the day.
We will end the night by playing games!
This post is going to reflect more than just meal prep, but that’s a big part of what I got done yesterday.
Earlier this week, I cleaned the house really well. Yesterday I “touched it up” by making all of the beds, wiping down sinks in bathrooms, cleaning the table and counters in the kitchen, catching up on dishes, vacuuming and sweeping, and catching up on laundry.
Here’s what our clean house looks like!
Then, I got to work prepping meals for next week!
I cut veggies (some of these were from last weekend).
I prepped lunches for next week.
I organized my lunch/fruit cup (for the kids) drawer.
I organized the kids’ snack cabinet.
I boiled eggs (well, instant potted eggs).
I wrote out my meal plan for the next two weeks.
I pulled the meat out of the freezer to thaw for the week.
I baked breakfast cookies. I used Kodiak Cake Power Cakes instead of flour.
I made breakfast taco filling (this time only eggs and bacon).
Today I will do one load of laundry and PLAY WITH THE KIDS! I love that I am home on Fridays now! I can get my prepping done instead of doing it on the weekends!